I have a dream
That one day I’ll have a backyard, with a lawn. Where I can dig a huge deep ditch. Where I’ll crawl in, and return to the earth.
This dream started last night. Ever since last year I had a strict “No hanging out for more than a beer with my coworkers” rule. I loosened the restriction for a bachelor party, I then realized that maybe they aren’t so bad. They were just different from the olde maverick startup days.
Ok I decided to break out completely, and hang out for a night out. My old boss was there, and to be honest we haven’t been tight in a while. She sort of fucked me over, and said one thing to my face then talked shit to a higher up. Needless to say I’m not exactly fond of her.
We got re-orged and she moved on to a different role, not before she told me in her own subtle way that I suck after I re organized my life for a solid month to handle a crisis, and pulled us out of countless jams before that month, and a few after.
Anyway back to last night, she comes up to me bums a smoke and asks, “do you feel respected now?”
The night went downhill from there.