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2/25/2005

Oh yeah I have blog

File under... Day to Day — mylo @ 2:37 pm

With the constant chaos that is my life of the past month, I keep forgetting to post. Not too long ago I had a fight with my landlord. School is beginning to get tough but doable, and the job just doesn’t pay.

I have been looking steadily at every free moment, but I don’t get much in the way of reactions still. I did have a phone interview today, and I think it went well. If I get that one it would be a pretty good gig.

The girl I’ve been seeing is still really cool after the second week, so it’s a record. I also relearned the lesson that Ramen isn’t a real food stuff. It’s like food light, you still stay hungry, but you gained the fat.

But on the girl, yeah I like this one. She’s really sweet, great sense of humor, and pretty. She also has the weird TV show obessions like me (she has her cold case files, I have my law and order, and bonanza).

Yesterday in the blizzard we walked through central park through the gates. It was sweet, I keep forgetting about things like that. It’s like this city is my other girlfriend. Sometimes you hate it, and I stick around for habit only, but if you look at it at the right light you can remember why you fell in love in the first place.

I used that description with apartments before didn’t I?

The other reason I’m praying for this job is that I can finally get the cash to move. I’m thinking Rockaway, Bensonhurst, or even attempt at foray into the city. That last one will be tough, but I don’t think it’s impossible. Something is telling me to take a shot at that one. I would have to go way uptown though, either Hamilton Heights, Washington Heights, or even Inwood.

That would rule if Jim Carroll was my next door neighbor. Hey Jim want to go for a beer, and talk about Rimboud?



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2/21/2005

He loves me like I love him

File under... Day to Day — mylo @ 3:55 pm

There is a prize in it if you can tell me the song what it’s in reference to and who wrote it.

Fuck it I’m broke, no prize. It’s On the Road, sung by Tom Waits and Primus. The song itself was originally written and sung by Jack Kerouac. This song like all Primus songs has a deep bass line that sounds like an Indian war song. I can easily let the images of the song bring me to an ancient campfire where the braves are dancing and screaming at the great spirit to guide their weapons.

They had their backs to the wall, and the only way out was to push against something foriegn and ugly to them that was slaughtering their food sources, their children. Can you taste their rage at these white faces, can feel the betrayal they felt from their gods? My troubles compared to those great people are a quibble I admit, but I can understand it.

As I’m looking out the window onto 6th avenue, and looking for a new job for survival. I have this war cry going on. I’ve been in worse, the time though escapes me. I have this war cry ringing in my skull and I don’t recognize the sounds. Yeah there is anger, and bitterness in it. There is hate, but there is a promise of something better.

I can see a tunnel that is covered in slime and lined with cobble stones. It takes twists and turns and I finally feel a breeze coming from the direction from where I’m going. I know the surface is near or I’m going to slam into a 40 ton express subway train.

So that’s it, that’s what I’ve been up to. Climbing through sewers and getting to the end of that tunnel as I’m humming ancient war ditty’s to myself. Sounds like fun don’t it.



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2/18/2005

The perfect response, has a perfect answer

File under... Conversations — mylo @ 12:12 pm

virgil ntn (12:10:11 PM): Sup?

AntizeroM (12:11:03 PM): nothing I just calculated that I would make more money if I got hit by a truck became a quadropoligic and sat in my house all day. how about you?

virgil ntn (12:11:22 PM): not much. had some coffee



2/14/2005

Single Life Vol. 4 Chapter 19. Umm yeah Valentines day

File under... Single Life — mylo @ 4:53 pm

Yet again by a miracle I score a date. So I have to get a card, it is Valentines Day right? So I go to the Duane Reade near me.

DR Guy - Hi can I help you

Me - I need a Vday card.

DR Guy - No prob…

Me - Yeah it is, I want one that says I kinda like you, wanna hang around but no commitment. I don’t want the words love, sweet, treasure, cherish, adore, or anything else that would indicate love. And no hearts, or cupids, fuck humor too.

DR Guy - I don’t think we have any of those.

Me - How about a mad libs one, I’ll make up my own non commital one.

DR Guy - Sorry buddy, can’t help you there.

So after an hour search there, I find something that was closest to what I want, there is hearts. But no mention of commitment, and love so it was a comprimise.

So I get the card and I go on the date. I would like to tell you that it was ultra romantic, and give you the details of every giggle and such. But I don’t have the fucking time. It was nice, I like this one, and she’ll either work, just date her for a while, or she’ll destroy me.

But I can say she has a bonus feature, she’s still a (legal) teenager. Cool hunh? Gonna be a bitch getting her into a bar though.

But anyway yeah, that’s it. I think I’m seeing someone.



2/7/2005

To the baby hackers

File under... Day to Day — mylo @ 12:12 pm

Who are sending virus’ to my webmaster account. I have some minor points I need to inform you of.

  1. I’m not an amatuer, so you are wasting your time.
  2. I look at that account once every few days, so forget about instant gratification
  3. I’m on a Mac bitch!!

Thank you and enjoy using daddies computer.



2/5/2005

On Second Thought

File under... Day to Day — mylo @ 7:03 pm

–I would have posted it last night, but due to lack of internet well you know–

You know I was thinking about that post about the dead actress. Maybe I was too harsh (but not as harsh as the first draft). After all, she did have people that loved her.

Besides I do believe in Karma. Things do come back one way or another. Although I don’t think I’m going to get shot, I don’t want to risk it anyway. My condolences to the families involved.

So yeah to avoid any future scuffle I pulled the post.

Ok I did my part you blood sucking shylocks, can you take my balls out of the clamps?



2/1/2005

<strongbad> Coding the site is awesome </strongbad>

File under... Site Stuff — mylo @ 6:42 pm

So here I am today, doing the financial aid stuff. I then visited some people and now I’m back here checking email.

I’m also planning an upgrade/redesign. I like the notebook look. I think the content is all there and it’s going to stay. Yes I know I have to complete the photography section, and update the music section too. Getting the net back home would be helpful in this.

I think this revision is going to be different from the other’s.

For starters, I’m not changing the design really. I’m keeping the notebook look, I’m just reworking it a bit. I’m going to redesign some of the more static sections like the studio and the literature section.

I want them both to stand up more on their own, I want to put more focus on them. After all another year here, and I should be able to write more for a living. So I have to start being able to shill this site as more of a portfolio.

Anyway, I’m just killing time and missing law and order. So in the next few weeks if this site is down, you know why.



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